I miss you (21/5/2013)

Today my bf went Cambodia oredy for his company trip.. that time he was just telling me about the plans and now he's there already and in 5 days time, he would be back in Malaysia again...I miss him so much...i nv talk to him the whole day today until just now at night...

I was in uni the whole day, did my work in the morning coz all the 3 girls decided to ditch me in uni alone and Jacinda had a massive fight with Alam the other night so she didn't pick up our calls or anything until afternoon...she came to uni at around 3plus... she n Alam just celebrated their 3rd anniversary but i always heard Jacinda say she n Alam always fight about the most trivial matter, how to last forever wor...then i think about my relationship, how come i nv face this kinda prob one..then i think, way, my bf is really a super good bf lo..give in to me all the time one...he nv complain or latch his anger at me also.. awesome bf is awesome! =P

I didn't attend the last class coz i had to redo some journals which sir explained wrongly during his tutorials, i was kinda pissed but then he posted an apology on Facebook, so it's alright now...unlike stupid fucktard Rama...thinks he knows it all..
sir Justin is a way nicer lecturer!

I went to gym after class eventho i was tired, i'm not gonna give up my dream to get my dream body...haha..working on it yo...Jac n Mel started also ytd, they went and jog behind Mel's place and after that did some abs workout in me l's house...hahaha...Mel said her body hurts like shit today...HAHAH...but she i started, i also like that, so she just have to be consistent then everything should be good...
They thinking of going Zouk on July 1...i most prob wud be joining them..wonder if my bf would let me go anot...hahahahaha..
I wanna go tho...

Goodnightttt =P

I love my bf! n I miss him!!

Today LOVE rate = 100%

p/s: today is our 22nd monthsary!

Bad person! (10/5/2013)

Today was a day without much talking, i was in uni the whole day...just doing my work and all...the only time i talk to him was to tell him to buy the Shogun voucher for me or not i'll break up with him...i edy told him many times to get his fucking cimb click thingy done for so long edy yet he never got it done... damn piss one lo...

Today got small presentation on our concept..we presented our idea on our walking dead radio documentary...got lots of improvisation to be done according to sir.. tho he likes the idea la!

After presentation, i went to club and gym, i did quite a lot today...said tired yet i still push myself to the maximum...
The thing about gym is i never know when to stop, i always feel my body can still handle and i shud continue doing but time so limited, mum wants to go home edy and i know my bf waiting for me at home also..

Today workout involves
3.2KM treadmill in 22 mins.
7.1KM cycle in 20 mins
60 squads + 20 lunges with 3 1/2 KG on each sides barbells 
75 Leg press at 18KG 
100 sit up
20 push up

took like 1 hour and 40 mins.. super slow i know..
Dream body in the process

now Ft-ing my useless weak bf lo...he told me he did 10 push up and wanna die edy..wtf lo! such a weakling man...i'm def stronger than him...

don't know if he really did or what one...i think he lying de lo plz!

ending here edy..
Just can't believe how weak my bf is man..

Today LOVE rate = 90% (coz he so weak)

I noticed (7/5/2013)

I noticed that everyday my bf sure say smtg bad about me in his blog one..he always ask someone to save him or help him becoz i will scold him or kill him or break up with him...everyday also got bad things i do to him one...HAHAH...he's bodoh de lo...i not so bad lo until he say me like that..ishk!

Today didn't really talk about to bi coz i was in Uni the whole day..so freaking tired i tell u...Tues is the worst day of all..I spend 9 hours in uni on Tues.. every time when it comes to the last Tutorial of the day, i'm already half death or half asleep...i can't take it man seriously!

Went to pyramid coz the girls forced me...i didn't wanna go coz i don't wanna spend so much money on lunch but no choice but to follow them...i had KFC while they had Sakae sushi coz i didn't really wanna eat sushi...sure not full and expensive...hahah

After that we head back to Uni for the remaining two classes...haha..
today Jared fetch me home...i don't think i shud follow him anymore tho...i feel pai seh...haha..

Went to club and started gyming...eventho i was very very tired n very very hungry, i still went n work out...to achieve my dream body...hahah.. i spent like 1 hr 20 mins like that in gym today... i will def do squad whenever i go gym coz i wan my ass to look nice...hahaha

came home n had dinner and now Ft-ing my bf while doing my assignment eventho tmr i;m going to uni to get these done..i wanna be ahead of my girls...so i can relax..coz i know if they are around...i won't get things done de..haha

Today LOVE rate - 70% (coz my bf said i didn't give him my virginity)

Tony Stark! (29/4/2013)

Today we watched Iron man 3 =)...definitely a great show i would say, for eric, no need say la..he loves this kinda show...so eventho its bad he dud say it good...but no doubt this is a great 1..hahah.. watched till so kan chiong...and the ending was epic! Love it!

After that we were suppose to go back near his house and eat but he took a wrong turn and we headed to Shah Alam...haha i guess it was a good sign afterall, we had the char siew rice at Glenmarie...it's been so long since we had that..hahah...i really don't know what we ate...but the bill came out to rm35...i mean its fucking exp man at a kopitiam...hahaha...crazy man! i guess next time cannot order the tau geh edy...

After that we went back home, we took a nap at home..i was really really really sleepy...i woke up so early n head to gym after 2 weeks not waking up early...i can't believe i'm back to uni after 2 weeks break...so fast time passed!
I slept longer than my boy boy...he woke up earlier and he went n prepared dinner...but today's dinner bet ciak one actually...HAHAHA...the vege so oily and salty and the chicken no taste one i feel and the rice was so wet...overall today's cooking for Eric is 4/10... i just dare not tell him just now..scared he offended and tell his mum..i scared...LOL hope he don't tell his mum what i said!

Then after that, i got to drive back home...hooyeahhh~ my boy said my driving skills improved a lot edy...so happy! i like him as an instructor, he don't say me much de...my mum keep saying n saying n saying...my mood always ruined by her one man...damn fed up when i drive beside her! hahahah....
Oh ya, everytime i drive confirm sure jam one, but when boy drive then no jam one..so unfair one..ishk!

Reached home safely and i went and bath and wash up and hand in my assignment...finally getting a break but i have to read up some stuff before i go to bed...haha..
Hopefully tmr i dud be awake the whole day as my class ends at 5pm...and after that i would be gyring at Klang Club...for my dream body, i would do it eventho i'm death tired.

Ending my blog post here tonight!
Goodnight darling <3

Today LOVE rate = 100% + 100000%...

i love my bf super duper much much much!... i dud maary him once he start working n have proper income! =) prove to everyone that my bf is not a wrong choice!

Dream to Reality (26/4/2013)

My bf is a lazy pig...he dont wan to blog a lot of he came up with the 1 word blogpost thing again today and what's worst is his 1 word blogpost for the 2nd time round is the same word 


'MISS'

Don't know if its real or he just couldn't  think of any other thing to say..

I won't follow his 1 word blogpost...i want it to be long today cause i got things to say.

Last night i slept super late, slept at close to 3am cause my bf was telling me his Sabah stories...His life was really interesting but i don't think it's really a healthy lifestyle as long as one doesn't study...so i will not encourage my kids to be like that next time..when he's a father next time then he would know la..hahah

He kept going on and on about his Sabah, very interesting friends he got..i wish i cud meet his friend tho...but i know i can't follow him back to Sabah this trip round unless he come to my house and meet my parents...but then again, 1stly he needs to earn enough money first... 

I waited for him to come back from meeting Jia Hui by playing iPad games or not i think i dud have fallen asleep edy lo..

I woke up late also today, i woke up at 11.15am like that...hahah...i hate holidays honestly, holidays makes me suer lazy and tired...sigh! woke up thinking of doing my work today but end up doing a little and spending my time watching 'That Winter, The Wind Blow', such a great drama honestly..i love love love melodrama... Jo In Sung and Song Hye Gyo look so good together...ekkkk!...currently stopped at ep 8 cause my Facetiming my boy..

I watched till ep 6 then i went to gym at Klang Club, every time before i go gym, i wud be like, dammit, today don't need do much la..just do what u'r capable but every time i start with treadmill, my mindset completely change, it's like i know i wanna do 3km of treadmill at least before i leave... After treadmill, i set my mind on cycling, within 20 mins i did 7km, haven really cycle for a very long time edy and i kinda pushed all out... After that i did lunges n squad with 2kg weights...i know it's little but the more you do, the more you'll feel it pulling you down...hahah..

was very satisfy with my work out today...i hope my legs doesn't really hurt tmr cause i;m planning to head to the gym again today to burn some more calories!

I wanna look hot and sexy again an get ready for my bikini again... i know i have to put in lots of effort but i;m pretty sure i can make it...as long as my tummy fats is still around, i will not stop pushing myself...

Food wise, i know i can't stop myself from unhealthy food, so i have to put in that extra load in gym to pay for whatever i put inside my mouth!

Ending my post here...Goodnight baby!

Today LOVE rate = 70% (coz ytd he went out late, so today 70%, but today he didn't, so increase 70%, if he go out again, then will go to negative edy)

p.s.: My dream body at the moment, i hope my bf will encourage me and push me harder too..