Just gonna run through what took place over the last 2 weekend, will remember what i can and tryna pin them down as much as i can.
But take a look at what the sweetest boy just said to me:
He pampers me like mad and he gives me butterflies in my tummy, cant express how much i have fallen in love with him over the course of 3 months. I think he is the only one who can tolerate my whining.
Don't think I can ever do without him.. he has became such an important person in my life. <3
Well, the past 2 weekends, i haven had much time with him. Weekends are for us to roll in bed and wake up for lunch and walk about a lil and head back to bed for nap but the past 2 weeks, i have been busy with work, we didn't had much alone time for ourselves and this upcoming weekend, i will be heading to SG for my elder sis ROM. Quite excited that my sis is getting married but also sad that i wont have another proper weekend with my fav boy.
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T and I have been planning for our 1st getaway, Shanghai Disneyland and then headed to Osaka/Kyoto/Nara. Honestly can't wait for our first vacation together already. A lot a lot of planning to do, T said that he will contribute to the planning but i have this very strong instinct that T is a very last min person, i mean i wouldnt be surprise cause he is always late, very known for being late among his friends also, so i guess his sense of urgency also not very high. I guess, it would probly be down to me doing the chks and planning again. =( booo~
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I also want to bring this up, T made me very upset last Sat, he promised to watch Incredibles with me, just me, but we ended up watching with so many people and worst of all, he fell asleep in the cinema even though he states that he knew what was happening. He fell asleep because he was tired, and yes, i shoudln't blame him for being tired but the tiredness was because he went out for a yumcha session with his friends till wee hours and had very minimal sleep, the next day he had to drop me at work and then he head out again after dropping me. Who wouldn't be tired? =(
But yea, all is good la, i wasn't angry la, i was just sad that he nv does what he say sometimes but nevertheless i still love him very much, just wanted him to pamper me more.
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I have constantly tell T that men value grow as they age, just like how wine age gracefully, he never seems to believe me but it's pretty true. His market value is very high among ladies even though he is a gangster-looking-cute-puffball *T looks super gangster when he walks, it's as if like he wants to start a fight, but in actual he is just a big nerd dumpling, so cute and puffy, nobody dare to mess with him but i am always there just bullying this puffball*
So, just recently this girl joined his company in the operations department while T is from the Sales and Marketing department.
This girl has been hitting on T so much, the first time T notices her was when he asked them if she could join them for lunch and T said that she is crazy, she does super weird stuff and ask him very weird question, he even ask the team if she has a fuckable face? LOL like whut is wrong with this girl? Making me mad, hitting on my boy so openly.
T said that he speaks a lot about me in the office, doing it purposely in front of her yet i think she is still trying. HAHA
So, last Thursday before i head to KLCC for work, i had lunch with T at Hakka restaurant, she called suddenly asking T questions that is none related to his department. T said it's damn weird how she get his number and all. HAHAH... and just today, T went into the office for a meeting with his team, the girl came up to him and gave him a keychain gift that she drew for him.
This girl is super bold ar, working so hard to get my bf attention but instead got mine! T said he doesnt even give a fuck about her. I call him a superstar now for having an admirer in the office. HAHAH
T also told me the countless number of girls whom tried to make a move on him. A few tried to kiss him even though they were friends and he said he always push them away and ask them what are they trying to do? HAHAHAH awkward mad actually if it happens to me.
Thanking god that i am blessed enough to meet a guy like T, who is able to resist temptations.
I know there will be many more to come cause T is such a hilarious and outspoken guy. I am sure he catches people attention wherever he goes, and this made me realized, him being like this allows him to attract a lot of attention and that is why girls fall for him so easily.
I know i overthink a lot, just last Sat i realized, whatever he said or utter, can easily make any girl laugh, that is defly a good trait and that was also the reason why i fell for him. Last Sat, he asked why was i diff after the dinner, was i upset or anything? I did not bring this up because it's very silly and i know he only loves me but i still have the fear in me of losing him. I am afraid someone better would come along to replace me. I am just being silly for fearing smtg that isn't bound to happen, he always assure me no such thing would happen but i cant help but to overthink. Imagine even close girl friends would fall for him, what about the rest? Sorry for being so silly, dear but i am afraid, afraid of losing you.
Anyways, back to T's colleague, she is stepping on my tail already! Need to get T to change his whatsapp display pic to our pic la so girls know he has a gf! <3
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T and I have discussed about marriage, being with him for almost 2 months now, i know my love for him grow with every passing days, i still wouldn't be able to say if he is THE ONE, but days when i dont see him, i feel devastated and lonely. When i wake up beside him in the morning, i am all ready to start my day! That is how big of an impact he makes me my life.
So, we were just casually talking about marriage and if everything works out well, i might see an eternity with him soon.
We have even spoke about having a baby already, 3 years plan in our pipeline. LOL
T is so obsess about having a baby girl, he always tell me how previous his baby girl would be to him. Would pamper her like mad, no dating or meeting boys till she is 40 but T wouldn't want to clean shit la he said, he said cleaning up after that should be done by me la. GR8 la! Only want to play with baby. Told him he would be responsible of their homework, esp Maths. LOL. I will prob teach them everything wrongly if i have to deal with Maths. LOL. I can do the rest, just not Maths.
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